Readying for Road.  What do I need?  Both laptops, yeah probably.  Taking a second, looking over notes I took while on screen with D & R (whole names never used on this blog, obviously).  Replaying my speech yesterday, and how I stopped right at 3min, and no ‘ums’ or ‘likes’, or disruptions of speech.  Not sure that’s right, I could have sworn I said um a couple times.

What I’m noticing is a revival of my fire, that professor conference.  A former student actually working at Sonic, and in the room yesterday, saying “That made me miss your class.”

The Story.  This life.  What’s mourned me all the time and what I am day to day, maybe I missed something, or didn’t take notice well enough, or something.  I don’t know.

Want coffee.  Another Peet’s, perhaps.  Shit, I can’t… have the dog.  Or will, in the car.  FUCK.  Okay, never mind.