My PEACE. No antithesis, anywhere.
Tag: journaling
Earlier writing in journal, about teaching and what I’ve built at work with the Sales Academy, which I labeled to myself and have future plans with, thesis of EVERYTHING Academy as you might know if you read my blog, but…. I scribbled, just as the coffee wore off.
Peace is not everything going according to plan. Peace is knowing the plan can change without taking you with it. …..how to leave a question alone. There’s another lesson. No committee. No investigation. No twelve-part theory about what the morning means. He assessed the room, found it safe, and returned to rest. Turning into curriculum….
from I JUST DECIDED TO STOP
Today, working from home, Nurse on leave for our wedding, and we both decide PEACE. And enjoying the day, every day. My writing life and “career”, even though I see it as more life and the latter, BEAUTIFUL. The other day at the office writing in the writing booth, I just realized what it is. …
Idea, booth, pen…
Class done. Cleaning work area… Simplifying. Idea with the EVERYTHING Academy that I had to write, put into a PPT slide deck, and now I’m back. Committed to drinking more water, making it not so much a goal but set practice until my last page. #coffeezenlove on the mind, has me tempted to get a…
Nine days till Alter.
Today absolutely feels different. In all the ways. Strength, conviction, FEARLESSNESS. Love…. 12:43. More time to self, and I spend it seeing and feeling where I am in this building, at this intersection of life. MY.Road. Nurse has a patient, so she doesn’t respond right away. I solve a small obstacle here at work. Nothing…
One of those mornings where I’m tired and sluggish and disinterested. But not letting any mood take hold.
I’m acknowledging the mood, and how I feel, but DECIDING to move anyway. In this journal, this book, this life, this new career…. TEN DAYS, till the Nurse and I read vows. Stunned. Thought the day would just keep stepping away from us. But here we are. Moving, and assessing everything about ME, this morning. …
End of day, almost. Well, I guess technically.
Nurse at work, me getting caught up quick with the SEA, an acronym I might explains later. And now… time to SELF. Like I wrote in the book the other day, “AND NOW THAT I’m HERE…”, taking a second for me. Leaning on gratitude. And how time wants to move as it does, and here…
WFH day….
Day started on a strange and somewhat infuriating note, noticing my laptop was at HQ. FUCK!! So, as I had to and much to my scowl, I drove out to fucking Santa Rosa, got that goddamn laptop and started work around 11:40-something… 1:22pm now and I’m caught up. That quick. WHY? No other choice. Standing…
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9/19/2026 Bachelor party done. And now… 13 days till we wed. Again, time reminding me it doesn’t care. So, as Uncle Stevie and I talked about… just accept it. Don’t react. Be aligned with its reality and function rather than resisting and cursing it. 7:53am. Hike planned but not sure if we’re going to make…
Everywhere
teaches. ☮️
Time is just a thing. Not even. An idea, at best.
I’m choosing to ignore it. Uncle Stevie over last night, meeting my best man and his wife. And the time flew by. Like the Nurse advised me long ago, “Just accept it.” That it will pass, quicker than you’re capable of measuring, appreciating, inventorying or even simply noticing. Just how it is. Just after seven…
Into the afternoon…. Day still moving.
Didn’t log 5 miles as I’d hoped. But got out there… 5k ran, then walked a mile. Fuck it, I’ll take it. Uncle gets here in a little over an hour. Planning the weekend. Wine tasting and dinner with CZ tomorrow, but not till a fishing mission with Uncle Stevie. Bought a fishing license this…