Content taking new shape.  My Mental Health, never this in-tact, firm and fortified.  I don’t think EVER before, in this life.

Calm…. Nurse and I planning a little get-away, couple days from now.  This morning us in our routine, coffee and smiles, joking, saying how we can’t wait to see each other when the day’s closing.

Everything is consolidating.  I’ve figured out new systemization of things, ‘operationalizing’, if you would.  Many things.  Less will make life not so much easier but all the more accessible and ENJOYABLE.

Coffee #2… my “DOMINANT FEEL”, as I say in a book I’m writing for one future wife, EASE.

In everyhting.

Strong and fearless and knowing that there is nothing I can do or shift or reshape in certain worlds.  It just is, that.  So… moving on.

This writer, deciding this but more so buying into it, taking the ride… selling my self on the truth that I fucking DESERVE IT.

Stationed and not overthinking… lifelong FREE-write.  That’s right, just what this diarist direly needs.