Feel so light now.  Free.  Unencumbered.

A little after three.  What to do… not sure how long the Nurse will be at work.

Thinking of writing offsite somewhere.  Just watch the characters around me, see what they say, what they talk about.

Arranging thoughts, slowing myself down.  Like putting the unneeded thoughts in their own shredder.

And what do I have left?  Choices.

What do I do with my minutes?

What do I want them to do for me? How do I get there?

The sparkling water making sparkling water sounds, in the aluminum can.  Was going play some LoFi, but stopped myself.

STOP.

Take in the Room, any sound close or a bit distant.

So much of my life, I see it now, unnecessarily complicating and overthinking and adding or even inviting disadvantageous presences.  Huh…

Now, just now, I’m seeing, and more so FEELING, this.