13:46
Back in Windsor, “my” place. Nurse to be here later. Oliver and I driving over together, I’m Mr. Dog Mom today. First time I’ve ever done it and it’s easy ‘cause Oliver is an easy character. Four-legged character.
Should be in a meeting soon, just waiting …..
On call. Observing one of the inside sales reps. Eager to learn yes but really more to observe. Making things happen today, literally anything I want. Time was tight but needed lunch and I somehow made it happen, line and traffic and dog and all.
Feel like I’m something otherworldly today, like I’m not my self, in the best way.
Listening to calls, trying to get anything from it that I can. What if I had to do that…? I think I could. I mean, I’d make it fun. Anything is a story… the lunch I had, Oliver sleeping on the floor, how tempted I am to go for a walk, observe these calls from the Town Green, ha ha…
Today, regarding as not such a quiet win. I am more than just in fucking control.
Fighting, showing, winning.
A different type of peace greeting me, because I choose to show up and not flee.
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