Paris, France.
07:30 back home, so that means it’s… what….16:30 here.
Over 8 miles walked with the Nurse today, on our 6th day of KNOT TIED.
Sipping some Chardonnay, or Chablis rather, from bar downstairs. Not sure where we’re having dinner tonight but that’s not what’s circling my conception, now.
What is…
What I feel—
Happiness.
Truth.
FREEDOM.
Peace.
Mindfulness, of what I’m doing and why and where I am, and why… how can I be the strongest most consistent and accessible husband for this Goddess.
Learning, from these LIFE Lessons, in the most seemingly plain of scenes and moments.
STRENGTH
Fearlessness
The necessitated space journaling provides
SELF Care
Among so much else. But I am already so different. From the wedding and all the conversations and pictures and tears, the celebration and pronunciation of FREEDOM there.. Everyone felt it.
Sipping Chardonnay, watching my sweet, strong, far-past-gorgeous wife sleep. How is this my life? You know, I say that, and I’m somewhat joking but it’s how I express those pinch-me moments, and the Nurse reminds me – WE.DESERVE.THIS.
Book I wrote for her, done. And the other, JUST DECIDED, shortly after I get back. Both books, changing me. And this idea, 7127, and others, me here in this room which I call our apartment, thinking of how to consolidate. I don’t need to know now.
What I do need do, no, LIVE – this honeymoon. With her. This Nurse, my WIFE…
HAPPINESS, imagine that.
I don’t need to.
I’m here, and it’s all around me. In OUR city.