Not Just for Others

Of course, you worry about the feeling like this.  How long will it last, is there a threat out there I don’t know about?  You’re happy, and it’s endangered.

No, so….

Only if you believe those inner throws.

What I’ve learned, and the mode I’m running with, honestly – DON’T THINK ABOUT IT.  Don’t think you have to be prepared, or proactive.  Just tell yourself, you are there.  That’s what I’m doing, literally as I’m writing this.

The Road, full of variables and decisions, dilemmas, challenges and push-back.  But so what.  We decide how we react, and what we translate, and how.

Today, what I’m learning, is that the best parts of the best days can be present, at least to some degree, in those “normal” days.

This Monday, I’m beginning the week with a question to EVERYONE.

What intense joy are you going allow yourself to experience today?

And yes, INTENSE joy.  Happiness and freedom and…. Anything associated.  Life is short, and I NOT allowing myself to feel anything other than what I felt on my wedding day a couple weeks ago, and with my girl in Paris.

There is no threat to this joy, other than what I allow.  And, nothing will be let to pass.  Nothing that doesn’t add to it.

I swear to you, six years ago, this would have been a hallucination.  Some type of fucking teaser dream.  It’s not though.  I have it.  This, this love and freedom.  What I thought was only meant for others, other couples.

No, I deserve this.  We all do.  Enjoy the ride, every turn and bump and ascent and descent.  The ride is meant to be enjoyed, to make you smile, to empower and encourage, and embolden you.

Don’t overthink it.  That’s a trap, and we often set for ourselves.  DON’T….  Be there for your Story, don’t worry when the next stop is.

Maybe there isn’t one.