I should get back to work.

Take a breath…. This blog is About EVERYTHING, and this is part of it.

Where there’s a struggle, and perhaps a bit of pain.  Show the readers something, other than this fucking whining.

Back into the prospecting pool……..

But wait first write how it’s going to go.

I will be seen and heard, FELT.

Positive words and smiling, nothing bothering me.  Mental Health, Composition of Character.

Just sent two emails and left a message for another client.  Starting regain mood ground.  You can do this.. your mind is fucking LYING to you. 

You are alive, you are moving… there is no warrant for complaints, or self-doubt, to any degree.

Getting back to the professor life, writing this…. Ideas and dealing your own cards.  Not so much “dealing” with yourself, but showing yourself what’s possible.  And ONLY TRUST YOUR MIND SO MUCH.

I am on one this morning, as some might say.  Probably all the caffeine…. Messaging the Nurse and now I’m even MORE lively and in love with my life.  With this opportunity… me, here at this desk.

Personal Legend, those Alchemist thoughts, notes from teaching days.  

Revisiting, reliving…