Catalina. Just writing in the book-length letting I’m writing to the Nurse for our wedding that it passed like it didn’t happen.  So fast, but … so poignant in a singular message.

DEVOUR AND LEARN FROM ALL OF IT.

Accept Time’s speed.  Otherwise, you stress.  You fret. You bring yourself to a certain break in the Room, in your character composition.

On my Beat, at work.  The Sales Academy I built with my partner Sandra, opening today.  Well, technically it was yesterday, but today is the official.  And, everything from those doors.

That shop.  And that’s how I’m perceiving it, where my passion speaks.  From a shop.  A SMALL BUSINESS.

Calm, grateful, and fearless.  My character now.  Nothing allowed to disrupt.  And honestly, it’s that clear, and defined.  A straight line.  DECIDING.

….YES.  Fucking deciding.

I would love for everything on this blog to be flowery, but I have opponents.

Negative dragons that flap their nonsense and projected self-loathing.

Not fighting.  But… smiling.  I only have fuel from that.  Seriously.  And you should too.

Deciding to smile… and soon, deciding to go for a run before it gets too Vacaville morning hot.

I.AM.SMILING.