New site ideas, and new creative dimensions and special spheres landed upon. Feels like a, I don’t know, gift from the Story itself. Windy in VV, Nurse at work, me at the desk and leaving to get her in about 30, I’d guess… More stories in the otherwise commonplace, what people would look at and…
Tag: journaling
Like a Guitar…..
Deciding to just play. I don’t care what results. Just move, and see where it goes. Nothing allowed to interfere with or intervene in my freedom. Not x, or anything. And I’m sorry to bring that up, this late in the pages, but…. I’m reacting. By NOT, reacting.
17:22
White wine and a meditation, quiet, enjoying the sound of wind gusts outside gentle in their waltz with trees. Nothing can be controlled, but my reaction. And, as it happens, I am not reacting. I’m home. I’m at PEACE, with my bride-to-be. I’m a fighter, though. A new one. Newly empowered and declared and written….
Just before noon. Not sure I’m taking a lunch. Hit all projects, and then some others I haven’t seen in a while.
Feeling free and happy in the creative act. No barriers, no obstructions or interruptions. CZL, with a new development. This business, will be what changes my world… for the Nurse and I, and our kids. I know it. Just have to stay at it and approach it the same way I do training, and learning…
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Parked and nothing But, gift World new drawing Light, stars New drives, air
from I Just DECIDED to STOP
No doubt, only gratitude. The Now, where I am. I still stop and stumble a bit in my thinking, like – “IS THIS MY LIFE? AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE THIS?” Why do I question? I am not waiting to feel ready anymore. EVERYTHING, will see heights. My own highway, if you would. I’m not…
9-2-2026
About to drive to San Rafael with Abe. Even more in observational character today. A reporter, with specific deliverables at EOD. 10:13. Little late on departure. No worry. Eager and prepared, taking this Acquisition principle and amplifying it like no one has in this company or any other. Coffee nearly done. San Rafael, when was…
Back from lunch. Everything with new pages and lines to fill. Like I was just handed a new journal.
Now not certain of what to do but do I really need to know? Do I really need some plan, and PowerPoint’d vision of bullet points, any “specifics” I need to hit or should I just start the engine, DRIVE? You know what I’m leaning toward. Training and learning from my good buddy Abe on…
9-1-2026
New month. Feels like Fall, on the drive over. Light drizzle, calm, foggy and low clouds in Carneros. Off now, about to head into training. Coffee, writing, calm. Talking to Engineer, then another colleague, then another. All positive and loving energy and vibes. The Sales Trainer Story turns into an engineering effort. I’ll explain what…
Week Starts, But I Already Started Writing
Number of ways. And more than a simple choice, or decision or declaration. Embodiment, and moving my mode to one that doesn’t entail as much thinking. That’s right, think less. As in, WAY less. Everything from whim today, and for the foreseeable. Lunch with the Nurse has me riled and impossible to calm. Why? The…
Moving quick this morning. Training for MDU Acquisition.
Many of its properties and practices quite the same as being an AE. Far as I know, anyway. Sipping coffee, and seeing the small steps as the most determinant and expansive with impact. Not one negative or nay-saying shake in my senses, none. 9:08am, and calming further. Up early this morning, with no fail. No…
Class done. PEACE OF MIND, the idea I’m leaving with.
Something to build upon… something to, I don’t know… fix a certain way. On the Road in a little less than two hours. Till then…. Writing. Making a mess. Brainstorming on the idea of the painter approach, just fucking fill the canvas. With this Story… Former college English Instructor, wine industry, now in tech/internet/telecom or…