Tuesday.  Class done a little early, only one student.

In the writing booth.  Needed to get away from that fucking desk.  Just for a sec… Could use a glass of SB, or something.  A vacation, anything.  A view, hotel room, writing time.  Wait, I have that now. Can’t do anymore coffee.  Looking our window, thinking about reacting, and how reacting only gives THEM momentum,…

Feeling.  The day.  Father’s Day.  All of it.

…….. Gratitude.  And thinking of the brevity. So why not move.  Do EVERYTHING. Bringing camera on the water, a boat later with the family.  Been planned for a while.  Simple… this week, teaching all three days.  Going to address this, this perspective.  NO… no just address it, but emphasize in each PPT slide. Nurse getting…

In office.  Settling.  Thinking.  Probably too much.

Just got off the phone with a prospective design client. Opening this shop.  Nothing stopping me. Thoughts right now, centered around today’s run, later, and assessments of these new Reps.  Should probably check in with them, the students this week, in a minute or two. ATTITUDE NOW – Strong.  Strength.  In everything.  Last night having…

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12:28 Break, and work.  Bundled, or coupled, blended. Ops meeting going well, and then my weekly with my Director in about 30 which should be easy, smooth. Taking a minute, that’s what this is.  Actually, taking two. Right here, at the desk.  Last coffee, a note from the Nurse.  Reminding me how loved I am. …

Look around.

Existence seems remarkably comfortable proceeding without your approval. The clouds drift.The dogs nap.The coffee cools.The old man down the street waters his roses. Meanwhile, the mind stands at a chalkboard covered in equations, trying to solve a life that is already happening. What a strange assignment we have given ourselves. To stand ankle-deep in the…

from I JUST DECIDED TO STOP

Not pressuring myself today.  No students, it’s their independent study day so I take the time in this hot weather to meditate in the AC, here in the home office.  Be grateful for these LoFi beats, and see where I am with more gentleness and soft lens. No over-analysis, no stressing on category or diagnosis. …

Drive this morning, notes like I’ve never collected before.

In office now…  Sales Academy idea, notes collected, emailed to myself here at Sonic. VP just came by… haven’t seen him in a few weeks.  We laughed, talked about the Sales Academy project.  The ideas reaching everywhere and everything. From organization, time management, discipline, that kind of thing.  AND… communication.  Creativity. A Sales Training Manager…