Thinking and overthinking.  Then I say, be dangerous.  Be the opposite of organized.

Just free-write.  I’m hyphenating that now, used to put it as one words to page but I want both anchor accentuated.

Standing at desk.  No run today.  GOD.DAMN.IT.  Oh well, this is the Road for me now, at the desk and making a career from sales training and writing and thoughts and overthinking.  That block the Nurse got me, the little wooden rectangle that says “Hold on, Let me overthink this.”

So true.  She knows me… and here I am doing just that.

Sparkling water from fridge, trail mix, and thoughts of the wine industry, getting out of the office a bit early maybe, working at Redwood Cafe in Cotati, or somewhere in Rohnert Park maybe.

No, stay put I say to myself.  Write somewhere different.  And have more coffee….

Yes, coffee will solve this problem.  And yes it’s a problem.

The Deciding to Stop approach and thesis isn’t working now, so be adaptable like the Sonic Core Value…. And, fucking BOLDNESS.

Boldness in everything.

Keep writing, no edits… just freedom.  One thing I want to teach these reps is don’t be afraid of your own language, your voice.  And if you think you’ve lost it, talk to yourself.

YES, talk to yourself.  Relocate creatively…