journal…

11:57

Heading to lunch.  Long meeting and need a break.  Turns out, no run.  It’s cloud and I’m not in the running mind.  AGIAN, should have gone this morning but with interrupted sleep and tired as  tired can be, no.

So, taking self to lunch.  Thinking…. Tacos?  Or the Peruvian place.  I don’t know, not giving it too much thought.  Will get in car and see where the fuck it takes me.

My mood, fiery.  Like a fighter, more Hemingway than Kerouac or Plath.

Okay, leaving…

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14:01 been back for a while, sipping coffee now and prepping for meeting tomorrow.  And putting myself in the mind of a Rep.  More than before.  Staying in character… the curriculum revolves around clear and confident communication, yes, but more than that PASSION.

Such a loving day, teaching m everything about everything.  Listening to the LoFi station a colleague turned me onto.  About to write agenda for tomorrow’s meeting…. Ideas from the Ops meeting earlier changing my course.  Then the meeting before that with the other educators.  One of them walked by just now actually.. then another fucking idea hits me.

Today, defining…. Educating, elevating, echoing.  Thinking of the Nurse and her Story— Writer sips coffee and again thinks of where he was just weeks ago.

This morning talking about everything from courses on Consumer Behavior to Public Speaking, Sales material and I can’t remember all the other mods we surveyed and discussed.  Learning, Learning Paths and Workshops.  What I went to school for, but better.

Already the clock walks toward 15:00.  Time for a break in the writing booth, maybe one more coffee, small.  Think of what to teach on, in this context at this company letting ideas develop and play their music as they wish to taking on a lively life of their own.  And his life, something that pushes me toward more, more of everything.  Not enough time in work day to list or detail.

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