Day of assessments today.  Three on the calendar. 

Assessing self to start, and I find myself self-doubting and no idea why.

Make it your own, I tell myself.

The lesson of the day so far is SELF-belief.  And self-elevation.  Rising above any negative thought or envisioning.

People filing into the building, settling at their desks.  Seeing where I am, what I’m doing, what I’m going to bring to life today.  More than just a matter of fruition.

Nothing new, I remind myself.  Use what’s present, and what’s in the Now’s hue.

Further notes on self and this morning’s temperament – 

Happy, calm, focused, strong.  Not worried or even addressing what’s beyond my “control”.

Assessment in 10 minutes.  Doing it differently.  Doing all of it differently.  Not completely defying the script and current outline, but adjusting, creating from the existing way.

Make everything about the content, YOUR content, your own.  The content itself, the consistency and delivery… EVERYTHING.  Putting that in the Playbook.

Assessment 1, DONE.  What did I learn, don’t overthink it.  Or anything.  Ever.  Seriously feeling unstoppable.  When did I have this sense and mind before?  I don’t think ever, to be honest.  So, protect it.

Not negative twit-speak allowed in.  Not giving it mind here.  Seems like I am, but I’m not.  The education in this sitting or standing as it is, as I am standing at the desk, PEACE.

With myself, with the poetry in my head, and thinking…. A rebranding of sorts.  With the Bottledaux blog…. Maybe get rid of it.  I mean, over 12 years, and what…. There’s a lot there, but….  Don’t know.  Not sure.  No need to stress over any decision now.

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