September’s end.

Vacaville, 8:24 PM.

Prepping for meeting with VP.  Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now.  I hate PowerPoint, to be honest.  Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence.  But, I’m making it work.  It’s a standard, I get it.

Taking some time to self, didn’t run this morning after another night of less than assembled rest.  Demonstrating S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H., I have to.  Prove something to self, don’t let words tilt or bend or reshape my mood in any way I don’t summon.

Mirroring what I do at the Company, here on blog and amongst this myriad of projects I add to, with bizarre and before mythologized passion.

Reading through the EVERYDAY journal, seeing how unhappy I was at the Corporation, just a year ago, technically less, I can’t believe it.

How did I let myself get there?  Doesn’t matter for this entry, just know I’m studying it – the year-ago Me.

Writing more on Key Behaviors… syncing the Company work with me here, the #professormikey angles and statements, content, everything from the playbook to some journal I may have forgotten about.  8:32…..

Lunch in Oakland later.  Not looking forward to the drive but do find myself getting excited about the Story of the meeting, the Leads and a few selected Reps.  Management, the VP.  What will the conversations sound and feel like.

Going there with Strength, but also humility.

120 day back home, at the Company.  Not only does time fly it reminds me that it isn’t forever.  It just moves.  It doesn’t care, or communicate, empathize, show anything.  It just does its job which is move forward, regardless.

Either way, I’m here, in this new Story.  Encouraged and emboldened.